Kicked In The Ass of Life
Its,
been freaking long since I've updated this, tired of hearing again and again, the whiny noises of people telling me to update my freaking blog. To all of you, I HEARD YOUR MESSAGE. Ok....
Whats new:
1. FFAR
1. FFAR
2. Volleyball
3. Where I've been going
4. Rach updates
3. Where I've been going
4. Rach updates
FFAR
for some of you that don't know what the hell is that, its FIGHT FOR A REASON! Short story is,
Chapter 1
Lisa tells me and the group about its awful dog pound in Setapak. And let me just tell you, that those people are sick AHOLES! Apparently they don't put down the dogs properly as in a sane manner, they kill them in harsh ways, its freaking murder! So we had no idea what to do, how could we help. Just as we suspected our "beloved" principal didn't want to help us out with this.
Chapter 2
BadaBoom! Nav says, "I'm thinking, GIG." It was an awesome idea but for it to work, its not gonna be that easy. But still, the headlines "FIFTEEN YEAR OLD GIRLS FIGHT FOR FURRY FRIENDS WITH A TASTE OF MUSIC" popped up, and I'm thinking, it seems just so possible.
Chapter 3
So we're planning, making calls and writing letters. I feel like a secretary. LOL. All of us are just so worried, is it gonna work? Music was not an issue at all, nav and niece got some awesome bands to perform. MONEY, always the spoiler. Sponsors don't have time to email back? Such bullshit...
Chapter 4
The night we've all been waiting for. I'm looking around at a small but awesome room, putting up the banner, making some calls. When the bands started coming in, I was impressed, they look like they can play. I got a sore throat telling the bands to freaking SOUNDCHECK. I think some of them found me scary o.o Quite a lot of people came, but I kind of expected more. But who gives a shit, their loss, the music was good, the bands were awesome and the crowd was sporting so I'm thinking it went great. ;D Raised like RM1640 (around there)
FFAR flyer
Volleyball
is a freaking awesome sport. Sounds pathetic, but after two years of sweat and practice, I was in the top 6. I was just so amazingly proud of it, I just love volleyball very much. But still I have a lot of flaws, I'm gonna work on that as soon as I can.
We've got our new recruits too, and their just seriously dedicated, thats what I like about them. I like to train with them, I don't don't like to play with them just cause their beginners.
Its just when I was form 1, no one really thought me how to play volleyball as in the correct way, so my dad helped me, I observed and I trained myself, it took very long, but its very worth it. So I don't want them to miss out in finding that they just might have a talent for it, so I don't mind training them myself, I'm not that good but in the process Im perfecting my game.
We got second place for zon sentul!
But we didn't make it against other zons. =/
Where I've been going
has tired me very much. Its the June holidays so I wanted to go out a lot and I did. Had loads of fun hanging out, surprising the shit out of Deniece, rocking, and just chilling.
What I would give to see Deniece's face on that day on last time.
Today, was a weird day I guess. I was bored so decided to go out with Nicks, we went to this awesome cafe that I went once, the food made my sis sick. But for me the food tasted fcking nice. He invited Loong Jin there for a while, I just noticed how much more different he is from Juan. (compliment)
There was this korean spicy chicken that Jin ordered, it tasted awesome but Nicks face turned fcking red and he kept drinking water again and again, damn funny also cause he only ate two pieces. Other than that, I bought him a hamster for his birthday, freaking random, and he scared the shit out of my brother with insane driving. Weird but I've been through worse.
Rach updates
are up. Im longing to ditch Malaysia but at the same time I don't really want to. It holds so many memories, but I wanna move on to something greater than this. Toronto was actually one of my first choices but Alberta should be kays too. I'd love to see what its like over there, how much more free it is compared to here. But there are still things holding me back. =)
Problems and choices, fck off!! I just wanna run away from all that, sit down on an empty field of grass and forget EVERYTHING. But it'll just prove I'm not worth holding my positions. And my problems just love to kick my ass, some of them may not seem important but their very.
Peanuts gone too.. (my gerbil) =/ I miss her so much, really.... Could've done so many things with her on her last day but I decided to go out instead. A huge regret.
So many things to do, always too little time. Too many things to think about, always too little space in my brain.
Everythings screwed up.
Everythings screwed up.
Tagged...
1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
I think the nose is cute xD
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Very excited?
3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?
today.... Shanice xD
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
duh!
5. Will you ever donate blood ?
._. *cough
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Dumb question
7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Well, er....n- YEA!
8. What does your last text message say ?
K. tecnically im selling you a brand new ipod nano with a 10%discount and a free skin. IF YOU BUY IT. (isaac xD)
9. What are you thinking right now?
Im thinking, why......
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
Very much yea....
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
11 smth
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Canada
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
duh....
14. Who was the last person(s) who text you ?
Isaac..?
TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1. Shanice
1. Shanice
2. Ashwin
3. Jun Shern
4. Isaac
5. Debra
6. Soo Ann
7. Mei Jin
8. Gan Nicholas
9. Brenda
10. Jen
15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
Female...?
17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
Yeap, itll be great!
18. What is no.1 studying about ?
Shes studying me, rachology
19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
Some very recent, others not really
20.Is no.4 single ?
Think so o.o
21. Say something about no.2 .
Hmmmm.....ego whore?
22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
Haha, Cute?
23. Describe no.9 .
Sexay......
24. What will you do if no.6 n no.7 fight ?
I doubt they would, if they did, ill just put some chocolate at the side and wait
25. Do you like 8 ?
Sure, hes a good personKewl / Awesomeness
Ok, finally i decided to write on my blog again. x) lets see...lets see.....what to write about.....ok, il tell you briefly what happened so far in a way thats easier to understand.
I freakin cut my hair: Amazing how many times i can change my hairstyle with short hair, this time it got transformed into some kinda strawberry bob..? Your probably wondering what the hell is that. Its some sort of thing that makes your head look round-ish like, well.......... a strawberry. xD I should really stop trying new stuff and go with something suitable. >.<
Marks: Well, I think its soooo unfair that english teachers can find all sorts of excuses just to not give you your mark that you deserve. What the hell is wrong with that. Other teachers on the other hand play the guilt card, some teachers do it ok but the others are just trying to hard. Famous lines like:
1. I expected too much of you
2. Ive done all I can and you disappointed me
3. Did I go wrong some where?
4. You are by far the worse class/student (sometimes its not true)
5. Just go away....I have nothing to say to you... *dramatic music
Rum and Coke without the rum please: Having drinks isnt so bad for my age. Its pretty normal, yet the glares of the neighbouring tables never end. I'm sitting at Souled Out watching the manu vs liverpool game for my sisters b'day, for once she decides to try some margaritas, I'm gulping down some tiger and this couple starts glaring at me like... O.O It took me a while to notice why, then I look back at them and they just keep staring as if theres a knife on my back and I didnt notice it. I started getting really interested in cocktails wondering about the cocktails info. I was sitting in a Roadhouse Grill in Penang, I've never tried the cocktails there so I asked my dad, turns out my distanced relatives who somehow have the name 'Jiam' made the Singapore Sling. >.< But i forgot all the other cocktails story. xD
"Just Fries, Im on a diet" : When I finally decided to cut down on my food intake and do a little bit more of exercise to loose some fats, my dad comes back from France saying he misses Malaysian food, like curry and what not. The aroma of the 'beautifully' stewed oil seems to draw him here, who knew. He starts going to all the places with Malaysian food and starts chowing down, by dragging me along I have no choice but to eat. Of all the places, PENANG. I ate all sorts of stuff there that you just wipe on a spoon and find a spoonful of oil. And the results.................
*drums
2.5 kilograms in one week.....
An Old Flame: I've gotten over the worst one, finally.... But not so much the recent one. Just when Im thinking, I should try something drastic to get over it, I get an unexpected phone call. Not exactly have I seen that person recently, actually I havent seen him for months. I caught up on the recent happenings with him, kind of feels great to hear his voice again. Great friend. x) Confused than ever at the time, now a little more relieved, more like really. I got the phone call on the first day of exams, GREAT timing. >.> But I dont regret hearing what I heard that taught me a lot about the person. I'll say it again, GREAT friend. x)
Thats so far all that I remember that happened recently. Not much. Nothings ever interesting anymore, once in a while I'd like to see someone dead! Ok, maybe not dead but someone that puts a little more suspense in the scenery. Rather than going through my recent daily routine...
1. Wake up
2. Get ready
3. Go school
4. Assembly
5. Go class
6. Hear lecture
7. Sports practice
8. Study
9. Break
10. Study
11. Lunch
12. Study
13. End of school
14. Stay Back (sometimes)
15. Go home
16. Bath
17. Watch tv/sleep
18. Do homework
19. Sleep
Back to my routine, ttyl.
Luvs.
1. I expected too much of you
2. Ive done all I can and you disappointed me
3. Did I go wrong some where?
4. You are by far the worse class/student (sometimes its not true)
5. Just go away....I have nothing to say to you... *dramatic music
Rum and Coke without the rum please: Having drinks isnt so bad for my age. Its pretty normal, yet the glares of the neighbouring tables never end. I'm sitting at Souled Out watching the manu vs liverpool game for my sisters b'day, for once she decides to try some margaritas, I'm gulping down some tiger and this couple starts glaring at me like... O.O It took me a while to notice why, then I look back at them and they just keep staring as if theres a knife on my back and I didnt notice it. I started getting really interested in cocktails wondering about the cocktails info. I was sitting in a Roadhouse Grill in Penang, I've never tried the cocktails there so I asked my dad, turns out my distanced relatives who somehow have the name 'Jiam' made the Singapore Sling. >.< But i forgot all the other cocktails story. xD
"Just Fries, Im on a diet" : When I finally decided to cut down on my food intake and do a little bit more of exercise to loose some fats, my dad comes back from France saying he misses Malaysian food, like curry and what not. The aroma of the 'beautifully' stewed oil seems to draw him here, who knew. He starts going to all the places with Malaysian food and starts chowing down, by dragging me along I have no choice but to eat. Of all the places, PENANG. I ate all sorts of stuff there that you just wipe on a spoon and find a spoonful of oil. And the results.................
*drums
2.5 kilograms in one week.....
An Old Flame: I've gotten over the worst one, finally.... But not so much the recent one. Just when Im thinking, I should try something drastic to get over it, I get an unexpected phone call. Not exactly have I seen that person recently, actually I havent seen him for months. I caught up on the recent happenings with him, kind of feels great to hear his voice again. Great friend. x) Confused than ever at the time, now a little more relieved, more like really. I got the phone call on the first day of exams, GREAT timing. >.> But I dont regret hearing what I heard that taught me a lot about the person. I'll say it again, GREAT friend. x)
Thats so far all that I remember that happened recently. Not much. Nothings ever interesting anymore, once in a while I'd like to see someone dead! Ok, maybe not dead but someone that puts a little more suspense in the scenery. Rather than going through my recent daily routine...
1. Wake up
2. Get ready
3. Go school
4. Assembly
5. Go class
6. Hear lecture
7. Sports practice
8. Study
9. Break
10. Study
11. Lunch
12. Study
13. End of school
14. Stay Back (sometimes)
15. Go home
16. Bath
17. Watch tv/sleep
18. Do homework
19. Sleep
Back to my routine, ttyl.
Luvs.
I'll Never Forget
Its so hard for me to let go, I regret not calling you during your absence. Then again, you
wouldn't pick up. I dont blame you for taking this opportunity to go to a better school. I was so blown off my feet when I heard. I tried to keep it in but once I got away somewhere, I just broke down completely. I was holding so much in. I hope your happy wherever you are. I know you have your reasons. You've been understanding, you've stuck by me, you treat me like Im someone worth talking to, and you have your such of cheering me up when I was in pain. I should be happy for you. I should be understanding in front of you and try to not break down when Im with you. Making you feel bad is the last thing I wanna do, you are one of the most silliest, weirdest and greatest friends ever. Thanks for everything and take care my stupid best friend. :]
wouldn't pick up. I dont blame you for taking this opportunity to go to a better school. I was so blown off my feet when I heard. I tried to keep it in but once I got away somewhere, I just broke down completely. I was holding so much in. I hope your happy wherever you are. I know you have your reasons. You've been understanding, you've stuck by me, you treat me like Im someone worth talking to, and you have your such of cheering me up when I was in pain. I should be happy for you. I should be understanding in front of you and try to not break down when Im with you. Making you feel bad is the last thing I wanna do, you are one of the most silliest, weirdest and greatest friends ever. Thanks for everything and take care my stupid best friend. :]
I owe them everything
Meet my deliciously insane friendly friends (thats not right) Its great that you meet people you never expect to be your bestfriend, when your alone in the dark, they'd be happy to turn on the lights for you. Sometimes they're the ones you turn to when your crying on the inside, its true family's most important but I would be kinda lost without my friends. Im bringing it up again, but this time I'll write more about what i think about them.
Lisa (Keling)
Description: My dear Lisa is to be described in many ways, mostly it would turn to, out of control. xD Shes great, pretty and fun to talk to but not right up there if you get me.(jk) Although I wouldn't have it any other way.
Personality: She cracks lame jokes and laughs at other lame jokes. Lol, she loves to talk to new people and make fun of me. Whenever I'm around her I just open up. But when shes sad you feel like you wont be entirely happy.
Best moment: It would be when I was going to the toughest time in form 1 and she would be on the phone with me for hours or comfort me constantly and try to make me feel better, if it wasn't for her I'd probably be lost now. =)
Description: Deniece is practically the boss of the group, she loves insulting us, loves asking weirdo questions, she would be the one that yells at anybody for cracking a lame joke xD, she would be the one making fun of us but we still love her in every way. ;)
Personality: Shes not the type to open up very easily, she makes great jokes sometimes (sometimes), she looooves speaking malay and chinese, insulting us in malay or chinese, very pretty although she'd kill us if we tell her, probably one of the most fun people to talk to. One more thing, camwhore.......
Best moment: With her, it would be when me and ying mei went to her house in form 1, and she practically opened up completely, it made me feel like she trusts me and most of the problems she had I could kinda relate to, which makes her one of the only people that can really relate to my problems and know whats up.
Description: Pei Yii has a weird way of being described, shes for one thing crazy, pretty, her laugh is unforgettable, merajuk very easily, loves food, loves shopping and very perasan, shes the Pei Yii that I love. x)
Personality: Shes kinda very easy to talk to and its easy to make her laugh, she misses people very easily, gets high very easily, very sick, loves to give nicknames to her friends even if they dont like it (jiam jiam T.T), loves to look at hot guys, loves talking and is very fun to mess with. xD
Best moment: The best moment with pei yii would be when we entered the same dance for last years concert although our entire group didn't want to take part, it was only me and her, we kind of really bonded and I thought to myself, I never expected her to be my bestfriend. x)
This is all for now, these are some of my bestest friends in wesley, and I love all of them like crazy. Without them I wouldn't even be in wms, and I would be soo lost, their all number one and i owe them so much. =]
Personality: She cracks lame jokes and laughs at other lame jokes. Lol, she loves to talk to new people and make fun of me. Whenever I'm around her I just open up. But when shes sad you feel like you wont be entirely happy.
Best moment: It would be when I was going to the toughest time in form 1 and she would be on the phone with me for hours or comfort me constantly and try to make me feel better, if it wasn't for her I'd probably be lost now. =)
Shanice (Freak)
Description: My Shanice is an active freak that I can never forget. Shes hyper, nice, friendly and funny. Shes good at a lot of stuff and very easy to relate to.
Personality: She has a habit of being addicted to different types of games, and getting high at 12 in the morning until 3 maybe or more. She's very easy to talk to or to hang out with, I would know cause Im really close to her but wer nt in the same class or group.
Best moment: The best moment I guess was when I had a terrible nightmare in my sleep which freaked me out completely and she woke up and calmed me down. x) pretty lame but one of the nicest things ever.
Personality: She has a habit of being addicted to different types of games, and getting high at 12 in the morning until 3 maybe or more. She's very easy to talk to or to hang out with, I would know cause Im really close to her but wer nt in the same class or group.
Best moment: The best moment I guess was when I had a terrible nightmare in my sleep which freaked me out completely and she woke up and calmed me down. x) pretty lame but one of the nicest things ever.
Sze May (Dreamer)
Description: Sze May....Sze May.....for one thing shes has great dreams of Edward Cullen, another thing is shes an awesomeness girl. One of the best people to go for advice, nice sense of fashion too. x)
Personality: Shes random and is great at reading people like a book. Shes does the weirdest things taking after Lisa, she loves to talk like.......in a way that makes her sound very old. When she laughs, you'd just feel like laughing along even if its not funny.
Best moment: It would be when I went for stephanie loke's goodbye outing and for the first time me and her really talked, that was when I thought, I never knew I could bond with this person and to this very moment shes my bestfriend. ;D
Personality: Shes random and is great at reading people like a book. Shes does the weirdest things taking after Lisa, she loves to talk like.......in a way that makes her sound very old. When she laughs, you'd just feel like laughing along even if its not funny.
Best moment: It would be when I went for stephanie loke's goodbye outing and for the first time me and her really talked, that was when I thought, I never knew I could bond with this person and to this very moment shes my bestfriend. ;D
Ying Mei (Mom)
Description: This girl acts like my mom, she is completely random, she looks lost, she makes lame jokes, she takes insults (mostly from Deniece) but I cant think of a day that I'm not thankful for meeting her in the first place. =)
Personality: She is one of the weirdest ever girls that I have ever met, she wouldn't say anything mean, the only reasons shes corrupted is cause of the group, she can talk to anyone and I cant think of anyone that hates her. She is addicted to Spongebob.
Best moment:The best moment would be when I first met her and became close to her, it was in form 1 and she was one of the first people that talked to me, that was when I knew that its ok to be me.
Personality: She is one of the weirdest ever girls that I have ever met, she wouldn't say anything mean, the only reasons shes corrupted is cause of the group, she can talk to anyone and I cant think of anyone that hates her. She is addicted to Spongebob.
Best moment:The best moment would be when I first met her and became close to her, it was in form 1 and she was one of the first people that talked to me, that was when I knew that its ok to be me.
Deniece (Boss)
Description: Deniece is practically the boss of the group, she loves insulting us, loves asking weirdo questions, she would be the one that yells at anybody for cracking a lame joke xD, she would be the one making fun of us but we still love her in every way. ;)
Personality: Shes not the type to open up very easily, she makes great jokes sometimes (sometimes), she looooves speaking malay and chinese, insulting us in malay or chinese, very pretty although she'd kill us if we tell her, probably one of the most fun people to talk to. One more thing, camwhore.......
Best moment: With her, it would be when me and ying mei went to her house in form 1, and she practically opened up completely, it made me feel like she trusts me and most of the problems she had I could kinda relate to, which makes her one of the only people that can really relate to my problems and know whats up.
Pei Yii (Crazy)
Description: Pei Yii has a weird way of being described, shes for one thing crazy, pretty, her laugh is unforgettable, merajuk very easily, loves food, loves shopping and very perasan, shes the Pei Yii that I love. x)
Personality: Shes kinda very easy to talk to and its easy to make her laugh, she misses people very easily, gets high very easily, very sick, loves to give nicknames to her friends even if they dont like it (jiam jiam T.T), loves to look at hot guys, loves talking and is very fun to mess with. xD
Best moment: The best moment with pei yii would be when we entered the same dance for last years concert although our entire group didn't want to take part, it was only me and her, we kind of really bonded and I thought to myself, I never expected her to be my bestfriend. x)
This is all for now, these are some of my bestest friends in wesley, and I love all of them like crazy. Without them I wouldn't even be in wms, and I would be soo lost, their all number one and i owe them so much. =]
Open your eyes, ITS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU!
Thank you for the statement deniece that means soooo much to me. xD Amazing, i found out that mens ability to not think has no limitations, good for them. xD Sexist.....
I will show a pontianak video here not to soon if I can get the freaking laptop. =.= Anyway, this year should be a fantastic year besides having some of the most annoying teachers t(-.-t) (someone weird and clueless taught me this) x) Also putting away the fact that pmr is this year, Im hoping to get into the volleyball team very badly and actually play, if I don't, I'd be happy to just walk out, other than that, I'm president of lidra (yay) and I'm gonna try out for a lot more stuff, as many as I can, AND I get to see someone special in school. x)
And even though cough cough is with someone, I don't give a damn cause I really care about candy xD (people who dont know me would laugh at me crapping about random stuff) everything just happens to work out this year, and if it gets better, I'd just be sooo, speechless and I'd just be very thankful to Him, I do love God a lot and I still would even if it doesn't work out. =)
Its kinda raining, I shouldn't even be online, dangerous.... xD Il write next time....
Cheers to a great year!
Memories to Renew
Its new years eve, yay! 2008 passed soo fast, not fair, now i have pmr isnt that great.... ==
Monday I met up with some old friends and recent friends and a new friends xD
Gan, Ruben, Jen Yoong, Cheong, Eugene, Ying Mei and Shanice. Its was quite fun but fun does have its disadvantages.... heres some pics (cant believe i have no pic of ying mei):
us......
the guys
My nice.......
Anyway, it went ok, bowling was fun xD The only reason i got spares was cause i'd hit the gate at the right side which was up for some reason. We ate sushi, Eugene payed with his credit card T.T The day went great until I had to go back, sad..... Dania might be coming over this Friday though to make up for missing the outing. Other than that, i guess nothing else happened besides learning about an awful truth which doesn't seem to be new to me somehow even though the things I thought seemed nearly true, when you wish to see change in someone you have hope for, when you try to change the now judging by the then, some things are the best than they are ever gonna get.
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