Kicked In The Ass of Life

Its,

been freaking long since I've updated this, tired of hearing again and again, the whiny noises of people telling me to update my freaking blog. To all of you, I HEARD YOUR MESSAGE. Ok....

Whats new:

1. FFAR
2. Volleyball
3. Where I've been going
4. Rach updates


FFAR

for some of you that don't know what the hell is that, its FIGHT FOR A REASON! Short story is,


Chapter 1

Lisa tells me and the group about its awful dog pound in Setapak. And let me just tell you, that those people are sick AHOLES! Apparently they don't put down the dogs properly as in a sane manner, they kill them in harsh ways, its freaking murder! So we had no idea what to do, how could we help. Just as we suspected our "beloved" principal didn't want to help us out with this.

Chapter 2

BadaBoom! Nav says, "I'm thinking, GIG." It was an awesome idea but for it to work, its not gonna be that easy. But still, the headlines "FIFTEEN YEAR OLD GIRLS FIGHT FOR FURRY FRIENDS WITH A TASTE OF MUSIC" popped up, and I'm thinking, it seems just so possible.

Chapter 3

So we're planning, making calls and writing letters. I feel like a secretary. LOL. All of us are just so worried, is it gonna work? Music was not an issue at all, nav and niece got some awesome bands to perform. MONEY, always the spoiler. Sponsors don't have time to email back? Such bullshit...

Chapter 4

The night we've all been waiting for. I'm looking around at a small but awesome room, putting up the banner, making some calls. When the bands started coming in, I was impressed, they look like they can play. I got a sore throat telling the bands to freaking SOUNDCHECK. I think some of them found me scary o.o Quite a lot of people came, but I kind of expected more. But who gives a shit, their loss, the music was good, the bands were awesome and the crowd was sporting so I'm thinking it went great. ;D Raised like RM1640 (around there)

FFAR flyer




Volleyball

is a freaking awesome sport. Sounds pathetic, but after two years of sweat and practice, I was in the top 6. I was just so amazingly proud of it, I just love volleyball very much. But still I have a lot of flaws, I'm gonna work on that as soon as I can.

We've got our new recruits too, and their just seriously dedicated, thats what I like about them. I like to train with them, I don't don't like to play with them just cause their beginners.

Its just when I was form 1, no one really thought me how to play volleyball as in the correct way, so my dad helped me, I observed and I trained myself, it took very long, but its very worth it. So I don't want them to miss out in finding that they just might have a talent for it, so I don't mind training them myself, I'm not that good but in the process Im perfecting my game.

We got second place for zon sentul!
But we didn't make it against other zons. =/


Where I've been going

has tired me very much. Its the June holidays so I wanted to go out a lot and I did. Had loads of fun hanging out, surprising the shit out of Deniece, rocking, and just chilling.
What I would give to see Deniece's face on that day on last time.

Today, was a weird day I guess. I was bored so decided to go out with Nicks, we went to this awesome cafe that I went once, the food made my sis sick. But for me the food tasted fcking nice. He invited Loong Jin there for a while, I just noticed how much more different he is from Juan. (compliment)

There was this korean spicy chicken that Jin ordered, it tasted awesome but Nicks face turned fcking red and he kept drinking water again and again, damn funny also cause he only ate two pieces. Other than that, I bought him a hamster for his birthday, freaking random, and he scared the shit out of my brother with insane driving. Weird but I've been through worse.


Rach updates

are up. Im longing to ditch Malaysia but at the same time I don't really want to. It holds so many memories, but I wanna move on to something greater than this. Toronto was actually one of my first choices but Alberta should be kays too. I'd love to see what its like over there, how much more free it is compared to here. But there are still things holding me back. =)

Problems and choices, fck off!! I just wanna run away from all that, sit down on an empty field of grass and forget EVERYTHING. But it'll just prove I'm not worth holding my positions. And my problems just love to kick my ass, some of them may not seem important but their very.

Peanuts gone too.. (my gerbil) =/ I miss her so much, really.... Could've done so many things with her on her last day but I decided to go out instead. A huge regret.


So many things to do, always too little time. Too many things to think about, always too little space in my brain.


Everythings screwed up.

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Words that feed your brain

~If problems stick you like a knife, don't panic and take it out in a hurry, wait and get help.
~To avoid criticism do nothing, say nothing, and be nothing.
~Those who do not feel pain seldom think that it is felt.
~Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.
~Happiness is not a destination. It is a method of life.
~Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all.
~He that falls in love with himself will have no rivals.
~What is a rebel? A man who says no
~Sacrificing your happiness for the happiness of the one you love, is by far, the truest type of love.
~What we do for ourselves dies with us. What we do for others and the world remains and is immortal.
~God can heal a broken heart, but He has to have all the pieces.
~He who laughs last didn't get it.
~Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship - never.
~The best friend is the man who in wishing me well wishes it for my sake.
~Life is the flower for which love is the honey.
~Beware of the young doctor and the old barber.